From the start of 27days until it is done these are the things I want to accomplish
-I want to create ASSETS I will do this by being able to pay off my debt of 230k, 200k and 2 condos of around 100k each this amount of money for me right now seems like a large amount for me to be able to pay off. The 630k represents a huge challenge for me to see how I will create value, give service and see what comes back to me. This is a monumental challenge for me. To be clear its not the money that interests me the most but the challenge of making it and seeing whom I will become. I haven’t been able to create passive income at any point in my life (except when I lucked into it after I bought my first house). When I am able to pay off these mortgages I will keep the 2 houses, and give each one of the condos away or donate them to a charity.
I want to finally learn how to create and provide for myself so that I can prepare my daughter for the world she is in.
I want to consistently add something challenging into my life one month at a time.
I want to become a better story teller.
I want to help people. I don’t know what this looks like but I know that I have lots to offer I am just not sure how to get it out there yet.
I want to add value and be of service to people who need it, Im not sure exactly what I can offer someone right now but I know I have been through a lot of trauma in my life and I just want to be as raw and honest as possible and maybe this will help someone else.
I want to contribute to this blog in a way that puts me out of my comfort zone and challenges me as a human being, I know if I am doing that I am growing.
UPDATE: Nov 20, I have sold my one house with the 230k mortgage. I believe this will be (was/is) cathartic for me, I have needed to strip away some of the “stuff” in my life because deeper work needs to be done.